its been a really long time since i posted an entry. so much has changed. i must keep it short n quick before the warden gets home tho. my abscessed tooth is ridiculously annoying. it keeps popping n the puss is gross. lord knows i cannot stop eating now that im on an antibiotic. my body is constantly having strange reactions to medications. orange soda is so amazing. i need to dye my hair. i desperately need to go change out of this adorable lingerie before mommy dearest gets home. this weekend should be a fun one. my dad told me yesterday he didnt like bob dylan. i almost died. he made me turn off my music. fuckkkkk that. im convinced im bad luck with cars/trucks. mechanic or cosmo school? such a difference between the two. i cannot believe i did something that stupid last night. over a boy! i need to fix myself again. prostitution is an option i will never take, thank you. time to go shower n wallow in the fact that i am BROKE.

I FORGOT TO MENTION. :]]
[which i am of course terribly sorry for not mentioning them]
i dont have a picture of spencer n tyler. but i DO of my two besties (my fucking brothers) benny n caban. without them coming into my life. i dont think i would be as happy as i am :]] i can honestly say they are two of the most amazing guys ive ever met. theyre so sweet and fantastic friends. :]] id be a lil hermit crab without a man (galloway), or a life. without them<333 :]] love you boys<333 :]]


BESTIES<333 :]]

so i went for my drivers test today. they couldnt reach the E-brake in my moms car so we rescheduled for friday at 3:30 n were going to take my dads car. which is totally cool cause i have 2 more days to practice. :]]
josh n me are completely over n done with n i met someone new. his name is dan. we call him galloway cause its his last name n we know too many danm dans. lol. but yah. hes fuckin amazing. his eyes n smile make me melttttttt :]] my family ADORES him. n his dad likes me alot already :]] n this morning he texted me saying "i really think we were meant for eachother". :]] n yes the "L-BOMB" has been dropped. n idc what people thing. i fall fast. he never falls fast. but were falling hard for one another n i couldnt be any more happier than i am right now. :]] he goes to school up north so i only see him on the weekends. but its cool. cause i stay at his house in the frickin booooondockssss (lol) on the weekends :]] n hes going to try n come down one day during the week. ahhhhhh god i loveee himm :]]

like srsly how fuckin cute is he?! ahhhh :]]

i sold my car. i have no car.
i lost tons of friends.
i don't have a job.
i don't have a boyfriend.
im not "getting with" anyone.
and surprisingly. im quite alright.

i get my license in 10 days.
im eating more again.
i turn my phone off regularly to not have to deal with most people.
its kinda nice.

im going to bcc in september.
im looking for a job.
im closer with my family.
i really don't give a shit if im "alone" or not.
im actually not depressed. 
im happier alone and away from most people.

i did start goin to car meets again. but what the fuck with drama.
hooray for immaturity. pure sarcasm<3

i will give you all the benefit of the doubt tho. the way i was talking was making me sound like a blithering idiot. but i digress.
bye bye.